The (not so perfect) me

I know I am not perfect in any way shape or form. (Hush twin I know what you are going to say.) But in all honesty I don’t really want to be, I don’t want to be that tall skinny girl that every guy falls in love with just because of the way she looks I don’t want to be perfect. I want people to love me for who I am. I want them to love me because I’m not perfect, because I’m not the skinny girl. I want people to love me because I fall up the stairs and trip over things that aren’t there, I want them to love me because I’m hyper and silly, because my eyes are funny and change colors and my hair isn’t long and I dye it every other day. I want them to love me because I have the ability to love more then one person, that I have a big heart I don’t have to be friends with one person or another I can be friends with lots of people at the same time even if THEY hate each other, I want them to love me because I don’t choose a side.
I want them to love me for being too nice to everyone. <3 I want them to love me for me and nothing else and I am sorry but if you are reading this and love me less because of the things I put here….then please don’t bother talking to me anymore, because this is me, and you can have all of me or none of me. I’m done trying to change who I am to make everyone else happy.

:) <3

P.s. I love you (JUST the way you are.)

Before I Die

8 days until my birthday, my 19Th birthday. I fell old, I really do I feel like I'm growing up so fast and not really living, how sad is that. There are so many things that I want to do before...I die, or get to old to do them.

1. I want to finish my book
2. I want to meet people I never thought I would
3. I want to see the world!!
I. Greece
II.Italy
III.England
IV.The Philippians
V. Australia
VI.Egypt
4. I want to read 1000 books
5. I want to open a library
6. I want to work backstage at a fashion show in new york
7. I want to be a photographer
8. I want to get married
9. I want to have an epic Bachlorette party xD
Lol Just to name a few of the things that i want to do The list can go on a on and on

P.s. I Love You